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grief, loss, Louella Dizon, Louella San Juan, poem, starting over, Writing
Loss is a forest
Where over you grief stretches
Its dense canopy
And the reality
Of what once was, will never be
Again.
Emotion may not easily come.
Then
Where the path ahead stretches
Void of markers and meaning
Comes hours of endless dark
And endless keening.
A moment a thought
Pierces your heart
When all feels at an end
When you don’t know where to start
Again
When you long to reach a point
Anew
Where all that is left is the memory
And you.
Then, like stray
Flowers
The scant sunbeams coming through
Memories that don’t hurt may
come smile at you.
As the night turns to day
They were always there.
Waiting for the darkness to fade away.
Waiting for your heart to find some air.
Waiting for your life to find its space.
Waiting for acceptance.
Waiting for grace.