Somehow the sharp words slip out
Like a killing star
slicing the moment
That was filled with ordinary talk.
And they look back and wonder
what mine they had stepped on
What caused this
which crumbles their brazen ways
And dissolves in their eyes
As they look away.
You lurk by their door
You wish
to enter and be absolved
Of their wrong and yours
You wish
to free the knot
held tight behind your eyes
You wish
To swallow the anger
you hold in your hands
You wish
the gift of forgiving
When it doesn’t matter who asks first.
–– Louella Dizon San Juan